Friday, July 8, 2016

Everweiss Atelier

Hi girls, I hope you guys are doing fine :)
because of my chronic illness, I don't think I'd be able to continue my beauty blog. But, you know, I can't stop blogging just yet. I love to write, and I love to write about something that I love, haha. So I guess I won't stop writing, it's more like a hobby though.

You know what, I've stopped using make-up. It's been nearly 2 years already. ok I wore makeup once or twice last year and regret it, my skin hates them now. :( I still have my usual rash, but the steroid balm I got from my doctor keep the rash at bay, though, it couldn't be totally cured - yet-
By the way I'm trying my old favorite DIY skincare pack: daily yogurt & oatmeal mask. Hoping to see nice result from it as I read yogurt and oatmeal are a magic for dermatitis prone skin, keeping my finger crossed!

Back to bloggie, you might also notice that I'm back to my old blogspot url now. somehow I just don't feel ok to continue domain. (I'll need to change my header when I'm not lazy) so yeah~ I've been wanting to change my blogspot url for the loooongest time, I wanted to keep this blog as a beauty blog. But with me being unable to even wear any makeup like this, of course I need to drop that beauty topic off. Sad though because I do really like getting all dolled up sometimes. But it isn't as bad, at least I love my bare face (despite being so hideous with rashes now hahaha)

So, I've grown an interest with flowers arranging lately. nah of course I have always loved flowers before, so I recently open up a florist -online shop- business. And to sate my hobby, and to share my passion for flowers. I think it's wiser to write on a separate blog. So here's where I'm active now: I'm on my fifth post :)
Feel free to visit my atelier blog : EVERWEISS.BLOGSPOT.COM 
will be active there until my skin is ok with makeup again :p (Idk when tho)

See you there~

Sunday, November 8, 2015


Hi there...
So yeah, finally, here I am again.
Some of you might already knew that... (sigh) I've lost my partner in life, L'amour de ma vie....And I am still deeply saddened by the passing of my spouse.

I won't talk much here, but you see... I've been burdened a lot by this situation. Ever since his first biopsy came out, which is last month or so. All I could think of was... to spend every teeny bits of my time to care for him. Hence my MIA period. But that time I got sick as well *it's the hello~ old friend menorhagia again* Well yes I am recuperating now, I'm all good now, I was discharged from hospital last month and everything was okay for me, except for one thing... The fact that my spouse is no longer here.

So yeah, I don't know if you're interested, but I decided to jot down everything on my new blog. It's 
That would be all about me, my feelings, my thoughts, and my spouse.
I haven't started yet, but will update time to time on this new blog.

While I'm gonna keep this blog as a beauty blog, but behold, I don't even know when I'll be back :)
because you know, things aren't so easy now. It's hard, stress and depression has taken its toll on me countless time, I'm staggering. But you'll see that I'll stand still. I won't give up no I won't. For God loves me so much that He has planned everything for me beautifully, not on my own understanding. I trust Him with all my heart and everything would be good for me when the times come. Or so I think, because if I close my eyes now in my solitudeness. I could actually think that dear Lord, everything IS already beautiful. Thank you for everything. Soli deo gloria.

Lauw Willy, you will always be missed

Thursday, August 20, 2015

After Gazillion Months

Hi pals, yes... I'm alive, but still not being able to make any decent post for my blog. I haven't been at my best for months. Been sick, feeling unwell and yeah, lots of things happened *scrunching face*.
I'm physically sick, seriously, maybe from stress and I feel depressed most of the time. I reckon it's because I've been living alone for so long. I hope next year I could move and rent a room in a girl pub dorm or something. I just need to see peoples on my daily basis! lulz...

About beauty post, I'm afraid I'm still not in a condition where I'm able to make one. *eventhough I have a looooooooong list of make-up I'd love to review* *cries* *cries* Well... to be honest I have this skin problem, idk what I'm going to see a doctor soon. I've been so lazy to do a checkup.  It's on my face areas, and has been buggin me a lot for a month or two... I don't even dare to go out with my face like this. Okay it's not THAT scary. but some areas on my face has a pinky patch. And sure I won't be able to photograph myself with these things on my fez. Weird thing is. I've stopped wearing make-up for quite a long time and why's the rash? no idea lulz. I stopped using face make-up (foundie, base, and stuff) from late 2014. Though I'd still be wearing eye make-up when I go out til early 2015. But when I got the rash I totally stopped everything except mild skincare.

I just haaaaafta get well soon and back to blogger omgosh, hahahah.... I don't want to feel depressed anymore because of things that go around me. *pray... pray*
So yeah, as for now and maybe few months ahead. Just like I said, I might not be able to write any beauty-related post. As for a few sponsorship items that I've long received, I wouldn't be able to make a review as well. I feel terrible now but I've never had any intention to scam the company. Here's the pic:

Sorry purito I still can't try you out nor make any review >.< 

Anyhow. I really should try my best to cope up with my current situation. Stress has taken its toll on me I don't let it get to you okaaay?! :D Stress is bad! Bad.. bad... bad boi!

As for now, to reduce my stress, here's my plan: I'd play a game, a MMORPG, where I could meet ppl *virtually* on a daily basis. That game is RAGNAROK. It's a Korean online game but I play North America server. If you are into game you can also reach me here ^-^ I'm a social player. I've been thinking of making a comic sprite based on this game too, but I don't have the storyline yet. haha...

Here's an avatar I made, I love doing pixel art. This is a quick one.


I think that would be all for now. I wonder if I should just temporarily turn my blog to a random blog for a time being. I might write a quick post, maybe about food I'd love to try, art, games, or makeup inspirations or yea it might just be about anything. If I really write a post like that please don't hate me ^^ because I'm actually miss my blog so much and youuu too. But I was too afraid to even open my blog. I know I'd be sad because making usual post isn't doable :( That's it.

So yeah, I'll take my leave now, see you again soon :)

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